the temptation of cain

in his hands

Audrey Cain — Sun, 06 Feb 2011 01:06:28 +0000

His powerful fingers, years of experiences, absolute control, were enough for me. Not him. He didn’t let me go for hours. The idea was to render me incapable of easily walking away.

Control goes so much further than flesh.

viewed: inception

Audrey Cain — Tue, 07 Sep 2010 12:54:12 +0000

Popcorn fare indeed.

As someone who travels through the layers of the mind — both of patrons and my own — this visual journey of the ethereal was surprisingly real. I think like this. I dream like this.

Layers naturally form when I surrender. They are the breadcrumb trail back through the forest. The further down I go, the more likely it is the breadcrumbs disappear. The longer I remain, the only “kick” to bring me to surface comes from an outside power far, far away. The guide on the journey has to be extraordinarily experienced. Someone who knows their way through the layers.

Lesser journeys are light dreams, suitable for shallow sleepers or catnaps. I like to dream deeply, vividly, disoriented upon waking.

Wondering why I’m particular? This is why.

flattering me

Audrey Cain — Sun, 29 Aug 2010 08:03:58 +0000

Though my online footprint in this realm is minute, I supposed I should be flattered by those who find my ideas, wording and concepts worthy of imitation. A trend-setter among the demimonde. Not a difficult achievement, really.

how to ask questions

Audrey Cain — Sun, 20 Jun 2010 00:53:03 +0000

Through an interrogation, of course.

a week later…

Audrey Cain — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 14:56:40 +0000

and the zip-tie marks remain on my right wrist, a faded brown.

consent

Audrey Cain — Mon, 21 Sep 2009 20:52:51 +0000

My presence is my consent.

My simplest philosophy. Admittedly, it takes some amount of time and plenty of discussion to get to this point but it does happen. Honesty, trust and skill lead to the point where questions cease, rendered meaningless.

not pleasing everyone

Audrey Cain — Tue, 10 Mar 2009 20:39:11 +0000

It seems that Obama’s new policies have manged to upset conservatives, liberals and everyone in between. Not all at once, but he manages to offend or worry some new group with each new policy he enacts.

It’s a sign he’s doing something right.

cut-rate financial domination

Audrey Cain — Wed, 04 Mar 2009 21:55:03 +0000

I recently receive a very long request for various types of domination. Plainly, this man did not read my site but sent a form email. Most amusing were his conflicting desires (stated in the first couple paragraphs) to bargain for a lower time/rate amount; later concluding with a detailed desire for financial domination.

His email is blocked. Stupidity is not a turn-on, even to a submissive.

viewed: the last mistress

Audrey Cain — Thu, 08 Jan 2009 23:22:39 +0000

One of my holiday films. My enjoyment of the sex scenes was marred by Asia’s obvious breast implants. But overall as good promised.

It reminded me a lot of Edith Wharton’s The Age of Innocence; but more honestly carnal with characters who were willing to throw away respectability instead of politely suffocating. French instead of American.

Graphic Art

Audrey Cain — Thu, 11 Dec 2008 04:46:05 +0000

For real depravity, movie buffs have always turned to art-house films. Now it’s official. The Guardian helpfully catalogues the most extreme perversions.