As we seek to ascend, so we descend. — The Forked Tongue by Flagg.
I ordered this book on a whim while Googling a particular phrase. My instincts were on target, as the intro alone is the more concise in explaining the true nature of some of us than my fumbling attempts (not to be posted). [...]
I began this to become a wonderful companion for select gentlemen. I have those capabilities. But contrasted with my unfulfilling personal sex life I realize I had fractured my sexuality in an attempt to severely delineate between my “real” sex and time with my patrons. I’m the same person no matter where I go (there [...]
To give you an idea where I’m going with these writings and myself:
surrender, submission, submersion, subjection, engulf, overwhelm, immerse, plunge, sink
All from my perspective, of course. If said — in a whisper, lips swollen, eyes lowered, my spine a red wire of anticipation.